cherish-moments

August 29th 2010 @ 4:00pm

2010-08-29T00:59:00.000-07:00

is been soooo long .. Taking private Uni from UOL as an external student. finishing 14 credits in 5 years or more. up to me ((:

just got a promotion as . ..

september11th ! can't wait. is been long since something happen.

next week will be the 4th month. i miss you.

just something to announce! I'm going get engaged next year ((: not a shotgun one yeaa. is an official one. ((: hopefully nothing goes wrong. HAHA

sorry babes, haven't been meeting you all much. make up to you guys soon. ((: muacks.

iloveyou.

alright.. kill me -.-

2010-04-16T09:55:00.000-07:00

got my pay at last. bought a bottom and a pair of heels :D

alright. mum&dad say i could get my blackberry9700 (if i'm not wrong =\)
can't wait.

heading to universal studio next sunday! :D with my besty. can't wait too! :D

Mum said she gonna pay for whatever car practical or anything that concerns about my car. Yeah! :D

gonna start work like next week at SPH. Wish me luck! =\
taking part-time uni. Yeah!

Birthday coming too! tongue piercing can change soon. Yeah too. hahas

Wednesday went to have steamboat with my poly clique. Tons of funny joke.
Today shopped with besty, tons of joke again. he like sucks. Helped him to get a pepper out from his teeth with my fingers -.-" great friend uh right ?? hahas, can't stop denying that indeed i'm a great friend.

yeah! ;p

2010-03-29T08:55:00.000-07:00

out with besty today! Enjoy those moments with you. Life so far has been quite good. Enjoy those talks we had.

A blink of an eye, i'm pursuing my degree. Out late night with clan.

I prefer this kinda of life yeah, those days are just memories. But right now these moments are worth to cherish.

Get to know more people((:

argh! blackberryBOLD come to me!

am at a loss..

2010-03-24T22:34:00.000-07:00

I'm at wits' end. Not sure what to do. mind twirling, butterflies in stomach.

not sure did I made the wrong move again. Am feeling not right.

But i'm definitely sure it will be a blast this friday! Can't wait.

Doing unnecessary stuff recently.

Sign up with this bond thingy. Is a yearly contract sort of stuff.. fully-subsidized diploma course in Early Childhood. Break the bond, I'm gonna need to compensate 8K. Work 2 and a half days, studying for 3 days. Meaning that i will have double diploma certificate. Stressed out and tensed out!

I'm feeling out of blues lately.
Feeling the disappointment and anger all around me.

feeling aint the same anymore..
How i wished I was younger and all i do are eat, sleep and play!
all my hopes are dashed.

tired.

2010-03-10T20:34:00.000-08:00

Simply just can't tolerate some stuff. my tongue stud is killing me and lying of course.

I just presume things will change. life changes, people change. Liars of course will be still lying forever.

I just don't know why I just can't seems to let everything go and just looked away without feeling the agony of pain. I can't do it. Why was i pretending to be someone elses whom i doesn't want to be.

Backstabbers are definitely around, using you on one hand and treating you nice on the other.

Life simply just sucks!

painful..

2010-03-09T07:43:00.001-08:00

Have been eating porridge for the past few days. Got too sick of it. Sacrifices uhs? HAHA :D

Tongue seems like splitting. Got the burning and splitting sensation and a little cut on the top. Gosh, but I'm speaking properly now hopefully.

Worked today. Tired. Private sales next week. Gonna be very busy. Work this Saturday! Yipee! straight pay. After chalet time! enjoy for four days. :D can't wait. Gonna party! :D

Went to slack with best friend just now :D Body aching due to badminton. )):

Friday out again with my classmates! :D

the new me, the new change ...

exhausted.

2010-03-08T09:25:00.000-08:00

Long day. went to play badminton with nyp friends then out with clan ((:

This few weeks tons of stuff happened. I pierced my tongue. HAHA! painful but i think worth it.
Met benjamin in the bus.

I think my attitude getting from bad to worst. I'm just hurting myself. Memories there but tons of stuff changed.

M i stupid once again to fall for the same old trick? I wouldn't know. more lies and lies. Covered lies. More to come i guess. But this will be new start for me.

Changing once again..
Lies not forgotten..

School's out!

2010-03-05T09:42:00.000-08:00

(nice uhs. Temptation ;p)

I'm gonna graduate soon! Just finished all papers. Feel damn screwed. Now living life aimlessly. Work. Earn lots of money to satisfy my hunger of cravings. hahas :D

About 4 months of holiday. Not sure what to do. Need to look for a new job. Recently got a new wallet, Braun Buffel.

Went out with my friend to get his neck tattooed. Will tagged the picture later. Gonna get a tongue piercing. Is a MUST! hahas.

Outing with the usual group of people. Went to catch movie, shop and our favourite, LAN gaming. ;p

Feel like breaking free from the world. Tired. I'm losing out. I can't give up but I'm not sure what to do.

You made me lose control.
what should I do?

fcuking bored..

2009-12-27T21:46:00.000-08:00

damn. nothing to do when i am home. I just sort out my rubbish which consists of a mountain, change my bedsheet to a set of new ones. going for my chalet l8r. not sure would it be fun but i wanna catch AVATAR or alvin & the chipmunks. For the past few days trying to catch either of the movie but to no avail. Either long queue or no seats. Or the timing not right.

Boyfriend working now, makes me even more bored. Just blogging my ass of here and gotta catch a slp l8r on. Too bored. Shopping sucks. Crowded and stuffy.

Been raining and i've been a good girl.. bringing my umbrella which i just bought from Esprit. ((:

Recently went to 313 @ somerset. Damn crowded but the forever 21 takes up at each level till level 4 i guess so.. ?? Been working and working.
this coming wed is my mum's birthday. 31st till 3rd jan i will be working like a mad person. No off. Damn. Stock-taking, can't even relax. But gonna relax l8r and till wed morning then will be back home. ((:

Rarely went out with my boyfriend. Just like those super short trip after my work or after his work. No time to go out.

Just paid for my whatsoever impt stuff. waiting for this damn letter from whatsoever place.
tired. sick of staying at home.

gonna graduate from school soon. what r my plans? i just did my whatsoever stuff that i need to do. Don't wanna go into the details. troublesome -_-"

xiaxue gonna marry soon. ((: read her blog.
when's gonna be my turn soon? hahas!
i m broke for goodness sake.

toodles~

lazy!

2009-11-04T07:19:00.000-08:00

Since school re-opened, i've no time to take a short break. Every morning my lesson starts at 8am. Have to wake up at 6:30. Ytd went to celebrate weihong's birthday. Went to Astons House, not bad. Accept for the medium rare steak, looks more like rare steak.HAHA!

Tons of project and presentation to do, tons of un-complete stuff to do. Been so tired and looking so listless day by day. Everyday there will be homework, i'll just have to endure, 3-4 more months to go. ENDURE!

shall upload pictures soon. ((:

(:

2009-10-23T08:51:00.000-07:00

been quite tired for the whole week.

School re-open, everyday start at 8am exceptional tuesday. Exhausting ..
Every module almost have presentation and project. Final semester, gonna buck-up.

Just spend almost every single cent of my pay on my stuff. hahas.
Bought a longchamp bag which i have been eyeing on.
Bought jeans from queens coulture.
Bought my lacoste shoes.
Bought school books.
Bought concession.
Bought my top.

AHH! I left my thumbdrive in my school lab. How dumb can I be. Sigh. My project and songs ):

Tomorrow will be working. BORING.
Sister flying off to Germany. envy.

I got my new pillow too! the one i eyed for too ((: hahas.
Gonna get the coach pouch. I'm coming! ;p

tired.

yeah!

2009-10-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

I'm back! ya-hoo~

Yesterday went out with my group of people as usual, at last we met up. Went to vivo to walk and slack around. I got a new top. So happy. Today actually need to go cycling with the usual people but in the end i accompanied louis and kenneth to trim their hair then went to eat. After we played lan and slacked at the usual block ((: hahas. Played some card games, super uber funny.

Then we went to eat. Asthma haven't been better, went to visit the doc this morning. As what the doc said.. No citrus fruits or nuts. sigh. But i didn't drink any cold drinks recently.

Haven't get my paid. So miserable. Need to do tons of stuff. )):

Happy day at 12am!! hahas ;p

(:

2009-09-30T08:32:00.000-07:00

been so long since i blogged. ((:

everything been fine so far. went to look for pearlene and marie at Bugis. They're working, met-up with Darren too after 5pm or so.

Out with Fiona today ((: shall upload pictures that we took together. Went campus, shopping and hair-do at Jean Yip today.

Pay coming in soon but still quite long, comforting myself. HAHA!

School gonna re-open soon. one word " BORING .."

Gonna buy this product, "Avene" Very good skincare product. Inexpensive but quite good. less than 100 bucks you can buy the cleanser and toner. Highly recommended for those who have sensitive skin. Highly recommended for those who wear long hours make-up and oily complexion or dry complexion. Fantastic, try it out. They give out samples too (: Worth the buy. I bought the cleanser, and one cleanance K to eliminate spots, blemish or blackheads anti-shine purifying lotion and anti-shine regulating lotion and thermal water for sensitive skin. The thermal water give a soothing effect. They even have hair-care product. Quite good, but I'm not using as i have my very own one. But from those comments given, the effect of it is very good. You can get it at those departmental stores for skin-care product.

toodles~

uhs..

2009-09-15T09:32:00.000-07:00

Been working as usual.

Morning reached already 11, went to have my breakfast before i start work. GOT MY PAY AT LAST. ((: Worked till 3, my break with boyfriend then head back to work till 9:30.

Damn pissed. Ridiculous customers. F*cked it! As it goes ... " Customers is always right ! " But aren't we human too? Can't they treat us with more respect rather than slaves? No humanity. Heartless.

Head getting big, schedule getting tighter. Money getting lesser, went to Avene to get my skincare product and Kanebo for my mascara, Actually just got a Chanel mascara yesterday. Spend too much! Got a Coach wallet for mum too for her advance birthday, going bankrupt. hahas. Need to get more stuff, need more clothes.

Lotsa stuffs to plan, getting lesser sleep and more restless.

Doing some thinking. hmm ... Does a person stab the other person behind his/her back get retribution too ? I m not sure. hmm .. might or might not be given what kinda of situation.

'you look up to this person a lot. they seem to be perfect, kindhearted, caring and etc on the outside but it never occured to you what they have hidden.after you find out you might nearly feel like every one and thing is betraying you. '

That might be quite true. ((: One-sided assumption, stupid.

the word "LIE" still laid between "BELIEVE", very true right ? hahas, came upon this and realize this is interesting.

Don't wanna care or bother, leading life as per normal.

P.S saw someone today. &$%&#%@&*!

hahas,

2009-09-06T20:49:00.000-07:00

problems arise, am i deceiving myself or others? In front of others we may looked like any ordinary
couple, but deep down. There are much problems which can't be solve just within a day itself.

Getting tired. Everyone that I've got are just my precious ones.

Sometimes, to see is better than to hear and make nonsensical assumptions.

F*cked off yeah, you should know who you are.

tired ..

2009-09-05T08:20:00.000-07:00

i'm so tired. working almost everyday. Smell everyone's smelly feet.

Waiting for my off day then able to head out with Shuxian, she is waiting for me and i'm waiting for my off day.

Can't really go out when my dad is super strict. But most comforting places is still home, nowhere is better. Getting exhausted and restless.

Missing him. I miss you.

Need to plan some time to go out with my friends, everyone been asking. Sorry yeah everyone. Outing soon .. ((:

YIPEE!

2009-09-03T08:54:00.000-07:00

hey hey!

been working and working and working! ((:

been working with my boyfriend, going work with him and ending work with him ((:

Today went out to get my phone, free phone, as usual, phone sensitivity not working and the screen is dimming down to total darkness. I was damn pissed. Out with sister to Bugis then to town. Realize we planned to go PS, but we took a bus to Bugis instead and halfway through the ride then we realize we're supposingly planning to go PS but no Bugis! hahas, how hilarious ((:

NANA and SIEW WAI are working with me, she cut her hair short. I think almost same length as mine. hahas.

No time to hang out with friends, sorry yeah for those invitation.
Just got myself tons of stuff, tops, jeans, got my flipflops at NUM, and watch.
Still got tons of stuff haven't purchase yet. I need money! =x

Wanna thank my boyfriend for accompanying me all along, 3 more days yeah! ((:

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2009-08-30T09:48:00.000-07:00

http://mysummeraffair.livejournal.com/
hey check this out! ((:
NEW LAUNCH
OFFICIAL OPENING ON
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HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! ((:

2009-08-21T09:09:00.000-07:00

GINGERBREAD MAN & ME!

NEW HAIRSTYLE ((:

POUTING, miss my hair.

Today got to go off early as i've completed my FYP. Heaved a sigh of relief, at last I can enjoy.

Went out with boyfriend today. Play lan, brought him to town for a job interview which i have tons of vacancies, oh yah.. ? Anyone wanna work ? 5 bucks/ hour. Data-entry. Went to buy a hamster cage and the bedding. Super huge cage only at 38 bucks. Super cheap ((:

As 3 of my hamsters can't stay together so intended to purchase a new and bigger cage so that each and everyone of them have that bit of freedom. hahas. Enjoyed myself with boyfriend today.

I'm free now and intended to shop online. ((: Love to shop online.
Just purchase a dress, behind have tons of holes but is those squarish kinda. LOVE IT! ((: Is a little short at the end but still able to cover up my everything. HAHA ((: Maybe I'm kinda of old, prefer not so revealing kinda of clothes. =x

Decided to rush work almost everyday so that i can have tons of money to splurge and save (:
Later will be my CT scan, quite worried. Will anything happen? Guess not probably.

Yeah, my friends are working with me at OG orchard, except that i m a promotor, there are the OG staffs there. So happy, especially working with NANA and Siewwai and boyfriend ((:

Super lack of sleep for the past few days. Shall sleep soon yeah. Toodles yeah~
Wish me luck for later ((:

super sad.

2009-08-10T09:27:00.000-07:00

I wanna get new cellphone. )): my sensor sensitivity disappeared.

But one thing I'm quite happy. I just got a new vintage sling bag! ((: At last, it arrived. Have waited for quite sometime. A good dealer.

Went to catch G.I Joe. SUPER NICE! Excellent! ((: I don't mind watching twice. Got home around 1am. Super tired. But I enjoyed the movie. So which movie next ?? hahas. ((:

My project are halfway done, tried many ways to derive the coding but to no avail. Hopefully completing it soon. Met Chuan lian in the train, can said that I haven't been seeing any secondary school classmates or primary school mates except Josephine, Chia Seng and Yiming. As they're in my school.

Hopefully I can get my pay this month. Nobody informed me that I have to fill in the monthly claim form for my monthly pay. Damn! )):

NEW PHONE!!
NEW LAPTOP too!!
NEW FOOTWEAR!!

Haven't been able to slack with my friends, working, working and working.

6 more hours and I will have to wake up to go school yeah and carry my super duper heavy backpack to school.

Rotting at home, someone date me out ?? ((:

Boyfriend's exams are around the corner, can't disturb him that much. A blink of an eye, months past. Going to a year. That's fast (: Though conflicts are unavoidable but I know we will overcome everything together asap. But now we've got better understanding. I hope it will last.
misses you~

Happy 44th Birthday Singapore (:

2009-08-09T09:29:00.000-07:00

CAMWHORE~

BUSHY ~ fluffy!

Today is August Ninth. National day, the 44th year old Singapore.

Super bored. Worked today, wasn't quite happy about the customers I served today. Ridiculous and hilarious. HAHA~ Sold 12 pairs of shoes today.

Sometimes was thinking what to do after school or when I'm free. Saying I am busy, is true. Need a laptop badly. Need to complete my FYP project asap! ROAR!

VB.NET anyone ?? )):

Super tired. Insufficient of $. Need to get a new hairdo and a new pillow. Is killing me. Ending this semester soon. 11 more days, SUPER DUPER BUSY. Have to do presentation slides, report and programming.

unhappy.. bottled up.

EEKS! exhausted.

2009-08-03T08:45:00.001-07:00

Super-duper BORED! Can't seems to get to sleep. Everyday is like daily routine. BORING!!

Lemme tell you one whole day routine, morning wake up, go school, concentrate project from 8:30am till 6:00pm after maybe go home or stay to do project, home for dinner, bathe and sleep.

Gonna become a pig soon. (*(oo)*) OINK!

Need to find time to work more often and not forgetting I have been very careless, dropping notes and much notes on the ground so when one day you guys came upon a note on the floor, i did sign my name on it! ( HAHA, kidding .. ) I guess everyone will be standing right behind me when I walked around in the campus. In one week I drop 9 bucks! How careless I am.

Haven't been meeting my boyfriend .. when ? when ? when ? hahas, I am busy so does he.

My phone, just change. Problems flooded out again. Sensor not sensitive anymore )):

Can't wait to go out with Shu Xian, Alicia and Cynthia! when ? when ? when ?

Tonsils been hurting for a month, not really a full month but does 3 days of pain-free of throat counted? hahas, round it up isn't it the same ? Is still a full month. Damn, I have spend quite a bit of money on visiting the doctors, damn the H1N1. Stupid weather too.

Been reading the news in the lab. Asked me! Asked me! I might know tons of news. ((:
IQ of 140, is it possible?? I guess not, FB IQ quiz, I think my younger brother can even do it. hahas. Enough of everything.

I wanna go out! Anyone ?? ((: Date me out please!!

Official holidays on 21st ! Proudly to announce that NYP will be having holiday as soon as friday the 21st. hahas, I'm so lame, i just can't seems to deny it :P

Changing from the past to the future?
Life defers tons of stuff..

stressed out!

2009-07-28T20:55:00.000-07:00

super stressed out! Now in my lab thinking how to solve my project which is programming! Sleepy ..

signs of tired-ness and sleepy-ness in me.

now I am down with my tonsils swelling, flu and asthma. But i felt much better, shouldn't be H1N1 again i guess ):

Thanks boyfriend for staying right by my side always. Taking care of me.

A promise is a promise, no matter what I've done. I trusted you so. Don't betray my trust.

BORING!

2009-07-18T23:47:00.000-07:00

sigh. SUNDAY. my MC extend till wednesday. Supervisor don't allow me to go back to school till i m fine. I m having a healthy diet now. Fruits and vegetables. No junk food at all! (: miracle right ? i don't hu-hu already for quite long. GOSH! so dead. I don't how is my project is going to complete. I wanna go out. I m rotting at home. Just only my throat don't feel really well.

miss nana. I wanna shop. OH, btw. i got a new job. wear all black. HAHA better than .. i'm in the kids department. So happy. Because i'm being quarantine therefore not allow to work. I wanna get a watch. Fossil one also not that bad.

Can't really shop. Being quarantine ain't fun. bored to death. I want school. Oh yah.

GET WELL SHUIMEI ((:

she is so sick, positive of H1N1. Resting at home. hope to see her soon.

tired ..

Fcuking bored!

2009-07-15T22:10:00.000-07:00

gosh, i m so bored. being quarantined aint fun at all. So restricted, even walking in the house without the mask is prohibited. wtf?!* I m super pissed off. Can't go anywhere. Tired. Sick of facing the com screen 24/3. Hell man, another 4 more days. FCUK! Just couldn't tolerate anymore. Sick of sleeping and sleeping. This is not holiday but helliday!

Can't wait to get back school. Anyway eating the tamiflu medicine is super gross! The smell of the medicine is like the rubbish chutes, that is the main problem why the side effect of this medicine is nauseous, headache and vomiting. HAHA! I did smell it, gosh, the effect of it is so sudden. I feel nauseous.

Being cooped up in the room is really making me crazy. but no choice. I just couldn't make my life interesting in the room. Nothing to do yeah. Wearing the masks is another frustrating thing, hot, stuffy and i seems to be lack of oxygen. I had to have all my meals in my room. Hungry have to call for people to bring food to me. This shows how boring life can be.

Will updates some boring pictures asap! (:

Hola~ bye folks.

i'm back (:

2009-07-10T10:58:00.001-07:00

INTRODUCING ....

uh-oh! Don't take my picture. (Grrr ...~)

OH?? me & louis(sister) :P

back to the 80s' ! RETRO~

BESTY (: NANA! (We often wear the same kinda of clothes) SO COINCIDENCE! (: LOVE YOU!

We have "S-es" in our name! Si, Shui and shuang. LOVE THEM (:

hey people! i'm back. I know my blog is getting darn dusty but i will try to add an entry often. HAHA (:

Started school last month, having Final Year Project. Damn! It was difficult, not those difficult till i can't figure out. BUT gosh! SLEEPY. Everyday coding. But i made some super nice friends (:
They're damn nice and guess what ?? We're going to be in the same class till we graduate. So happy!

Not forgetting, me and my boyfriend. 8 months have passed (: Thanks for everything boyfriend. You never fail to make me laugh. Love you(:

I love this semester though everything is so difficult to figure out.

Btw, my presentation just ended the day before yesterday. Super nervous, while presenting. MY VOICE GETTING LOUDER AND LOUDER! HAHA! Siwei, Siew Wai & Wei Wen is like claiming that my voice is thunderous. HAHA! (: Can't blame, i have a loud voice. :P

Not forgetting my Besty- NANA! (: She is too cute till i don't even know what she said, thanks for being right by my side and hear my problems and not forgetting yours too (: Remember i'm always there for you. I promised i m not going to hurt you in any ways. You're th best. Touched right ? Though i may joke tons, but i still feel the different you when you're upset. Thanks for accompanying me to SSDC (:

i have changed. being more straightforward and being myself. Not being a 2 SIDED PERSON!
Things do not really affect me anymore. I don't really bother much.

JUST BEING THE RIGHT ME! (:

I start my 1st job tomorrow (: Nervous, don't know how it will be like but .. with KIDS (: that's the best part.

will update some pictures. MY all-time favourite!
been slacking with Louis, cheryl, travis, keegan, zacariah and my boyfriend (:

HAHA! Super fun with them Especially Louis, MY SISTER! :P

is been long ..

2009-05-09T23:35:00.001-07:00

hahas (: is been long since i added an entry. tomorrow will be my birthday. (: darn happy.

now slacking at home. going out soon. (:
gonna get mummy a present for mother's day ((:
today is my brother's birthday too (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU BROTHER! (:

ending attachment soon and will be going back school. can't wait. school did change, a new gloria jeans coffee. Same price as outlets outside. i miss school and i miss everyone. soon everyone gonna graduate in next year FEB (: or perhaps maybe earlier .. ?

our half year anniversary just past .. (: a blink of an eye, time flies. more to come yeah right boyfriend ? (:

friday meeting up with my classmates.
last friday went to school to submit some documents and visit my friends (: HAHA! after went for my appointment at TTSH, sigh. my next appointment will be at KKH then TTSH again. Darn frustrated to go here and there. ): darn troublesome.

toodles folks~

takecare!

another one ...

2009-04-18T09:30:00.001-07:00

hahas, out with boyfriend today.

Now my standard routine life, monday to friday work!
friday after work i will go out ..
saturday with boyfriend ((: ..
sunday out with fyona (:

hahas. life sucks ! i miss darlingg and LOVE! what're you guys doing now ??
next month 29th may my attachment will end and back to school for FYP! can't wait. the distance is killing me

my birthday is coming soon. YIPEE! first birthday with boyfriend .. can't wait. ((:

looked back ..

tired .. super shag SS

2009-04-08T06:42:00.000-07:00

i'm so darn bored. Yesterday was a very enjoyable day which i have.
went out with Fiona today to get victoria present at queensway. Saw wen. hahas, is been long man.

Bought a zippo lighter for victoria and a pair of adidas shoes for my boyfriend (: we've got the engraving on the lighter. Looked damn nice! (:

is been long since i update a new entry. too tired, everyday when i reached home, i will straightaway sleep. Too tired, too far. TUAS is giving me a problem of waking up early, i rushed to work everyday. MY USUAL ROUTINE OF LIFE! HAHA! (:

shall end here. will update very soon. hopefully i guess.. hahas. (:

BYE ~!
a bit of today makes up tomorrow ..

been long ..

2009-03-28T09:42:00.000-07:00

is been so long since i add an entry. Quite alot of stuff happen, got into this company known as LONZA. Quite nice colleagues. Quite slack, quite boring too. HAHA! but i think is fine. I get to know many people and they're just as nice as my manager. Not too strict nor too lenient. Just right (: Don't have to dress formal, Nowadays, when the time strikes around 12am.. i will be very very tired. Don't feel like doing anything but sleep. Quite tired. As morning i have to get up early to go work.

Today went to Fort Canning Park with boyfriend and family (: haha.. nowadays whether been o bad, that it was very humid , dry and hot! Perspired tons. Just can't wait to get home to bathe cold water.

Shall add another entry when i am not so tired.. and some pictures (:

BYE FOLKS!~

bored!

2009-03-17T08:42:00.000-07:00

LIYANA&ME! camwhored =x

another boredom day!

Yesterday did piercings, showed you guys next time. HAHA!

Work, work & work. can't tolerate. Can't wait to get back to school for lessons, exams and whatever happened in school i wanna continue. I missed studying and schooling. Able to slack and all. IN my workplace we can slack but don't do it too obvious. Not very nice.

Just got back our results, i passed all but not with flying colors, but fyona did well, SHE GOT 6 DISTINCTIONS and 1A! How awesome and amazing! She is one smart Alec! (: Envy but i will have to work extra hard for next sem. hahas, everybody result in the company was quite okay. better than mine. Fyona and me are like disturbing people, we are darn irritating. HAHA!

If everyday was yesterday, what makes up today ? ..

shag ):

2009-03-15T01:48:00.001-07:00

was darn tired, this past whole week. Is killing me. Woke up everyday at 5:15 or 5:30am, darn tired. Is been long since i woke up that early.

Yesterday it was alicia's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU DARLING! (:

Friday(12/3):
Work, after work went to accompany boyfriend to take singapore flyers then bought him a tiramisu cake! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND! (:

mon-thurs: work, work and work.

hahas!

2009-03-06T13:15:00.000-08:00

the time now is 5:16am. Yesterday worked full shift at PP. Argued with the security guard. Freaking irritating.

Thursday was working at Taka. afternoon shift. Nothing much, just that me and ben went to eat together for our lunch break. HAHA! disgusting jokes everytime! (:

wednesday was my off. Went to school for the attachment briefing. Damn it. My attachment place is at Tuas. How suay it can be. Darn far. Long distance, i will have to sleep in the bus when on the way. Somemore .. hahas. Shall not speak further. HAHA! After met-up with Louis, travis and boyfriend to play mahjong at louis's condo. Small and cosy! HAHA! After the four of us went to meet alicia and cynthia.

HAHA! cynthia LOVE .. tsk tsk .. unexpected ! but the decision is yours. Damn shocking when i heard it. Is been so long since we chat for that long. i know i still owe you some stories and you still owe me some too.

HAHA! alicia darlingg .. hahas. Glad you're .. you should know! hees. So happy for you. good. At least you're much more happier. I support you fully. Don't be upset at anything. I'm here for you too!

LOVE YOU BOTH AND MAHJONG KHAKI! =x
missing left 4 dead .. :P

Don't act impulse ..
assumptions kills ...

shag ):

2009-03-01T09:29:00.000-08:00

Today working at OGOP, boring and quiet. sales darn bad, the counter by itself only have me, myself and I . hahahs.

saw xianda working at OGOP too. so coincidence (: talk to a few new pple from other brandings, tomorrow i m working again! argh .. hopefully sales get better, ah. MONDAY BLUES. hahas (:

this few days been playing LAN. getting obsessed with Left 4 Dead. HAHA :D

sorry love and darlingg, not meeting you guys. delaying the meet-up. will make-up to you guys soon. (: LOVE YOU BOTH! stories and more stories coming up. i know you guys have it too. can't wait! =x

Even the English word “believe” also has a “lie” hidden in the middle ..

can't sleep

2009-02-27T10:30:00.000-08:00

Feel great (: out to play LAN today. hahas. Mum is recuperating at home (: nothing much happened today.

Life's alot happier ever since i stopped being the bad character me, is up to you guys to believe i did change or not. if people just don't give a damn about how you change, they're just being mean. i wonder, does everyone really make mistakes or just being a hypocrite?? i don't have to be a wayang. seriously, after trying many times. i wanna stop trying anymore as you don't appreciate it at all. Just a waste of my time. i'm not lonely at all. you're the one. i should have the last good laugh. hahas (: you're too self-centered. sorry to say that but some people disgusted me, especially you.

you like to dig out the past to talk .. can't blame. and you added salt to the wound too (:

learn .. that's the way you should do it.

nothing much today (:

2009-02-26T08:07:00.000-08:00

LOUIS AND BOYFRIEND. crappers. hahas(:

Today woke up early to guide my brother to study then fetched him to school. Mum went to hospital to have her operation, was quite worried. sigh. At last, she is back from the hospital, she looked so weak. I did the washing today for the laundries. Today really drained out my energy too.

Around 8pm, then i remembered i didn't transfer stock for my customers, so rushed down to transfer then met boyfriend and his friends. More jokes! HAHA! Thanks guys for accompanying me to transfer the stock.

On the 4th of March have to get back to school for briefing for my attachment. Argh, troublesome! ): Attachment starting on 9th of March, can't enjoy much.

miss darlingg and love (: HAHA! miss me right?

weird feeling .. don't know how to explain.
did you hear those voices in my heart ? bet you can't.

(: sooooooooo happy!

2009-02-24T09:54:00.000-08:00

Monday was my last paper. Soooooooooooooo happy! Not gonna stressed up by studies within this few months or so. Need to work to have more money. Insufficient in fundings. HAHA! sounds important. During the exam period, my energy was used up to the extreme and after the exams like right now, it really drain out all my energy and i m getting so sleepy so fast nowadays. Don't know why. Usually i can stay up till 3am without feeling any tingling of tiredness or wear out, but now .. tired. Totally tired and causing frequent headaches for me.

Monday paper wasn't so bad, hopefully i can pass. Today was working, the crowd really super not here. First time hell in Taka. Really no one at all till around evening time then we managed to close about 200 bucks. That's like nothing right? Too bored today ..

After the exams, we went to have a gathering at MSQ Seoul Garden. HAHA! Everybody is enjoying him or herself. That's good. There are some pictures but i haven't got it from my friends.

Life's hard, but we gonna overcome it (:

hey people!

2009-02-21T09:52:00.001-08:00

year 2 is coming to and end. tons of stuff happened and i have experienced through, is no fun at all. hope everyone, bury their hatchet and continue to live on. Life changes, people changes. Last paper on monday! So happy! (: Stressful, thanks to those people who taught me some important stuff throughout the exams. Thanks alot ! (:

Yesterday went to work, today work half day. Need to study~ oppsy =x
many things are unpredictable, today hurt a terrible story. Much of lies and crappers, reference from jiamin's blog. Those who cheated on you. Those people who have nothing to do and bad-mouthed people. i used to be one, now i'm not.

To that person: Don't act please, wayang. Cheated on her so long, didn't reveal. Of course people will be darn upset. Asking for forgiveness may be quite easy, but forgetting wise .. i doubt so. is opening a mouth that hard ? After what happened, then you tell her. Too late .. don't yaya papaya. claiming is not your fault, when you guys are in fault all along, don't push the blame on other people. Trying to redeem yourself from those lies. oh please .. i'll be there for you .. she is suffering bcos of you guys. wake up to your senses man! one party apologise, the other did not. still yaya so much. stop pestering her.. F*** off. said yourself till damn pitiful, too bad didn't manage to see the show today. Wasted .. ):

People giving chances does not mean you change for them, but change for yourself.
kindness contributed .. you reaped what you sowed .. (:
smile people, sorry for the offensive words or sentences in this entry. Seriously, character sucks. no matter how good your studies is, or how pretty you're. YOU STILL SUCKS! :P

1st paper at 12:30pm ):

2009-02-16T09:35:00.000-08:00

paper going to commence in 11 hours time. Hopefully i can make it. Quite worried this time. Today studied with many many people! let me name some, since i have nothing to do. HAHA! Darren, Ken, Justin, Dee, Michelle, Huda, Keith, Wei Han, Joseph, Anthony, eddy, du di, marie, JJ. HAHA! darn alot. after studying, went to play LAN.

time turns clockwise, does a person know we have to look forward but not backwards?
if continuing this way .. i have nothing to say.
the problem don't lies on me ..
better this way (:

VALENTINE'S DAY! (:

2009-02-14T09:36:00.000-08:00

hahas, today boyfriend and me went out to town to shop, eat and slack around to look at people. HAHA! after went out with his parents to eat. Today seriously, it is a very bad weather, HOT AND STUFFY! can't tolerate. tomorrow gonna study ! can't slack any further. ):

is good once is good ..
happy valentine's day to everyone! (: enjoy. nights

lovely (:

2009-02-09T10:08:00.000-08:00

today had been a great day, boyfriend accompanied me to get my report at the polyclinic. but tomorrow i still have to go back myself to get my x-ray film. Darn troublesome. But no choice, i m sick. waited till around 5, went to boyfriend's house to have dinner. His parents cooked. Then studied awhile then went home.

just now witness an unglam scene, there was this couple sitting at the last level of the HDB block, doing something fugly. you guys should know it. i didn't took their video. It just happen that i accidentally switch on my camera button then it was in video mode and it was having a flashlight. i didn't realized until i flipped the phone the other side. Damn, you guys sitting down there exposing yourself, i would have report to the police but i didn't alright? i was standing there reading my stuff. You guys still stand there and count which level and unit it was, i m not afraid of you alright. I didn't do anything. Your crime is sexually harassed to the public and taking video is evidence, be it i took it or not. for god's sake, you guys are very young. Please do it some place where no one can see you guys. i m not gonna do anything but seriously, don't mistook those innocent people.

i believed in karma. soon i guess ..

non-interested uhs!

2009-02-08T07:46:00.000-08:00

today woke up at 7:45am. that's crazy right? once in a lifetime. to prevent nagging. HAHA! fetched both my younger ones to the tuition. Waited around 1 and a half hour. Stoning. at last, got to clarify everything with her. it was only this morning. was glad everything is fine. at least end the year with a good one. (: so that we don't carry our problems that far. Year 2 is coming to an end. Can't wait for hols, to enjoy and have fun. but too bad, i can't play for long. Attachment starting in 9th of March. i am so dead. =x

Today had Teppanyaki for dinner with family and a family meeting for 1 n a half hour. BORING! but no choice. Tons of problems surfaced, when we're poor, tons of illness and sickness just surfaced. Freakingly hell hate it! cursed those who are bad by nature to suffer their retribution soon. F***

unexpected .. never really expect ..
happening..

moments in life

2009-02-07T07:33:00.000-08:00

people come and go very fast.. sometimes, once they can be very happy. once they are not.
life is just like that.

argh! exams are round the corner. really worried. HAHA! yesterday was my MIS paper. did quite alright for the paper. hopefully, i can pass. 5 papers, 2 down. 3 to go ! good luck to myself then!

had a gr8 day today! Yipee! :D

to add on: after what i read, i think you misunderstand. we did not leave you out. No matter what, the clique will be a whole. i got my own reasons for not telling you. is just after that incident, is best i don't mention anything about him, afraid it will upset you. silly you, you may be angry but i don't lie anymore. whatever i had to say, i have already speak out. but if you gonna asked me, i will tell you everything. maybe you dread going to school, but i have change. slowly .. give me time. i don't know what you realized that everybody knows about it, only you were kept in the dark. my assumption was him and me. you can asked eDdy if you don't know anything. Whatever happened in my life, i told him.

i don't lie anymore. forgive me .. we still treat you as part of us no matter what.

life was dark for me at first, it brighten up when everything and myself did for a better.

bored!

2009-02-05T10:14:00.000-08:00

common test will commence in 14 hours time. can't wait. seriously, i have been very slack. not attending lesson, neither m i punctual for my lessons. sigh. seriously, i need to buck-up.

today had our 1st common test paper. CAD/CAM. my deadly module. was super angry with someone at 1st. but simmer down a little after that. seriously, can't tolerate. after the test, had another CAD/CAM practical test. SUCKS once again! double sulky matter today. next upcoming paper that will be commencing in 14 hours time, is MIS. have to memorize. argh! ):

if life were ever that simple, why do people live?
agony ..

parts and parcels of life (:

2009-02-04T02:56:00.000-08:00

truth is, there are many different kind of pple. i have seen much.
indeed, time reveal the true colors.

today school till 8:30pm. exams are coming. anxiety. panicky.
can't wait to meet my girls. prayed hard, exams end faster.

happier moments ..